Yesterday I realized that I am not as healed as I keep thinking. Little Ruby was running all over me, I couldn't keep up, I couldn't even play with her and her toys. Picking her up was even too much. It was a rude awakening yet again for me. Luckily her owner willingly came and got her and brought her home, so she won't go to the shelter.
Both Matt and I cried it was really sad letting her go. But the reality is I have to heal myself before I can help anyone or anything else. I will be able to do it again someday in the future, I am just not strong enough yet. I have to get that through my hard head.
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